I am such a failure. Such a wreck. A real train wreck. I didn't pass school. I have no job, no income. I have no apartment, starting August. I have no car. And everyone I'm friends with keep letting me down, they just keep letting me down, I keep helping friends in need, they keep ignoring my problems, they keep not helping me back.
Sometimes it's not what you do, it's what you don't do.
I don't know what to fucking do, I just don't know what to do. I'm so blank and so torn. I'm so sad and so angry. I have no outlet.
I have no creativity.
I have no words.
I have no skills.
I have no talent.
I'm just pestering this Earth with the burden of my existence.
Everything just totally fucking sucks.
POET IN THE JAR
