Memories Half-Made

I used to look at you
like I hated you
I used to wish you'd leave me
all behind
I used to open my door for you
and hope you would just get out
I used to run around this place
and clear it from your stuff
I used to put it all in a paper bag
and wonder why the scent
never washed off
I gave you my key
hoping you'd break in
I gave you my trust
hoping you'd abuse it
I used to love it when you tossed all my words
right back in my face
But now
I just look past you
Past the paper bags
in the hallway
and past the memories
half-made
Trying to ignore the fact
that we've made a life out of it
and we're both more invisible
than ever
I used to look at you
like I felt something
but now I'm empty
Now that hate
just aint
me