Bubble

Why?
Do I do it?
Keep looking over your way?
Why?
Can't I pull through it?
Can't I let it be,
and walk away?

I only want to be friends with you,
and keep you in my heart,
but seemingly staying this close to you,
was not particularly smart,
but then again I'm not a genious,
apparently I'm less than that,
and that's what keeps me in this bubble,
busying myself with this and that

Why?
Do I do it?
Keep coming over your way?
Why?
Can't I pull through it?
Stop caring so much,
and just walk away?

I'm trying to make myself get over you,
I just don't know if I'll ever make it,
and should I honestly try to stay close to you,
I wonder how well you would possibly take it,
I never said I am a genious,
apparently I'm less than that,
and that's what keeps me in this bubble,
forgiving this, forgiving that

Why?
Why do I do it?

Come on closer,
pull me through it,
rid me of my despair
Help me out here,
become a ghost,
and I'll pretend
you never were there.