Heads Or Tails

Heads or tails, I'm failing
Have it your preferred way
Serve me on a silver platter
I'm dead already, waiting

Heads or tails, I'm falling
Take me, do what you please
Rape me now, or leave me be
It'll make no difference,
Not to me

Heads or tails, I'm failing
Failing to pretend
And nothing matters
I'm dead already, fading

This is me, a broken shell
A misdirected jinx and spell
I'm ruins, with a drowning heart
I'm no one you know
Just a shadow, one that fell

Heads or tails, you came too late
To modify your old mistakes
Send me down your silver ladder
I'm dead already, kneeling

Heads or tails, I'm failing
Failing to mend
My wounds are not sealing
My wounds are not healing

This is me, a broken shell
A misdirected jinx and spell
I'm ruins, with a drowning heart
I'm no one you know
Just a shadow, one that fell

Poison me, with drugs of choice
I still won't recognize your voice
This is not a state of living
You should know
You left me here

This is me, a broken shell
A misdirected jinx and spell
In ruins, with a dying heart
I'm someone you knew
I'm your shadow
That fell