Silver Silk, Invisible Friend

You don't tell me. You don't say.
You don't share things with me these days.
I got the deepest scar when you bypassed me,
When you became my invisible friend.
I kept your picture on that wall,
For you it was a clear cut end.
What a low way to let me know,
when you knew I would read those words,
so I do it the opposite to how you'd hoped,
I give them no attention, I glance them by.
There are things more important,
or so I pretend.
It's definite now, it's on public display.
I try to forget that I ever had a say.
There was a dream once.
There was silver silk.
And you want to spare me,
with that spike of pain.
I only see your cowardice,
returning again.
Catch your dreams for all you want.
Forget what we spoke of, back in the days.
Just don't ask me to rewind and erase.
I read you now, are you happy?
Are you pleased with the miserable me?
Why do you have to be silent?
Why couldn't you ever just tell?
There was a dream once.
And there was a star.
I still care, with a piece of heart.
Why do you have to be silent?