Ghost Waiting

Why I am I still here?
Ashtray is full.
Air is cold.
I breathe puffs of smoke,
Waiting for you.

You're never here.

Why am I still waiting?
It's dark.
Lamp posts gone lit.
I'm in the dark,
Waiting for you.

You never get here.

Why did I walk you home
when you stumbled?
Why didn't I just leave you?

You would have done well,
Lying in that ditch,
Lying was your trade.

Why am I here?
Head full of traffic.
Bottle drank, and empty.
I don't breathe at all,
Waiting for you.

You'll never leave there.

I'm a ghost waiting
Waiting for you to die

Just as I