Surrender Your Memory

I decided to fucking forget you already
I'd start over somewhere else
With pages blank and empty to fill
With other emotions and feelings to kill

I decided I'd stop fucking dreaming of you
Although I never wanted or asked of it to
Maybe in the emptiness left I'd sleep
Maybe in the emptiness there'd be something

I decided to fucking let go of you already
I'd never speak a word of you again
Pretending my voice isn't already sore
I went from a scream to a whisper

I won't remember who I did it for

If I leave you be, will you leave me?
I surrender your memory
Everything that never made us

I decided I wouldn't believe in your lies
I'd see nothing of what I see in your eyes
And the broken whispers wouldn't be told
The whispered promises wouldn't hold

I decided to fucking drown you already
Like you already smothered me
Or if it sounds like more of a thing I would do
I'll write another song of you

I decided to stop fucking writing of you

If I leave you be, will you leave me?
I surrender your memory
Everything that never made us

I won't remember who I did it for
I decided to fucking forget you

I don't remember
any more