I feel anxious now
don't you?
Why did I let you
so close?
I'm just gonna be
fucking lonelier now
That's how the story goes
I feel worried now
don't you?
Why did you have to
come near?
Distance will always fuck this thing up
You'll always be there
but you'll never be here
I'm just gonna be
fucking lonelier now
In emotional celibacy
Without cavalier
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Gusse inspired me to write this piece when he mentioned the feeling of being in emotional celibacy. Hope I captured some of the feeling you once intended. Here goes!
hmmm feels like something bad has happened to you. if so, I´m sorry for you. otherwise, really cools. touched me.
ReplyDeleteHaha :D It's bad in one sense I guess, but a lot worse things has happened to other people. This was just one thing that I regret and that made me feel very anxious. I had to let out some of that energy writing this. Thank you rocco :)
ReplyDeleteThe only good thing that comes from terrible inccidents in life is the beautiful writing afterwards :) This piece seemed well worth it, I think. It's great Bex :) Really captures my attention, thats for sure! Most of your poetry does have an intresting way of doing that.
ReplyDeleteI love it :)
Exactly, couldn't have said it better myself. Writers to me always seem to be people who have undergone certain things in their lives. At least, the best writers are... ^^ :)
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