Sagittarius

Things should be complicated.
They're easy with you.
That's why I got to let you be.
You don't really know the truth in me.
Truth is I'm a Sagittarius,
With all that comes into.
Things should be more easy.
They're complicated with you.
That's why you got to let me be.
You don't really know the deal with me.
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Not quite sure what I wanted to say with this one, it just came out this way, strangely. I don't really wish for this to happen. Don't wish to leave things be. But when the feeling of helplessness comes over me, it's all that I can think of, and ponder, to be free.
I believe one thing might be that I keep believing nothing good will ever be for me, I'm just not worth it, might as well let it be... forever directed to lesser alternatives, to substitutes, for you, I can't just measure up to...
POET IN THE JAR